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“A Boy Defiled. A Man Reconciled.” Part 3

I guess I thought that I would always be stuck in that space of what happened. I’ve hated myself for a long time. I hated the fact that I let him do that stuff to me. I felt guilty because I got off and I felt like I was sick SOB. When I started to feel emotions for my girl, I tried to shut that down because I knew that I was unworthy of any of it. I don’t deserve goodness or forgiveness. I’m dirty. I’m broken. I didn’t realize that I could learn to forgive myself.

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February 15, 2017 19 Comments

“A Boy Defiled. A Man Reconciled.” – Part 2

All kids…all people…want to be LOVED and to feel important to someone.
It’s how God designed us. It has nothing to do with weakness. It has to do with being a kid and wanting to be loved. The groomers know this and use this need to be loved to gain trust and access to those they can control. This man knew what he was doing.
Groomers plan, manipulate and take advantage of kids.
A groomer wants control, and most of the time, they can’t control another adult and get away with it. So, kids are an easy target to get what they want. Clearly he didn’t specify between boys OR girls. It’s not about sexuality. It’s about exerting control over another human being and getting what they want.

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August 5, 2016 18 Comments

Fixin’ to Fix It

They came for Jesus. Emotions were intense. Anxiety high. Peter was fixin’ to fix it. 43 “While He was still speaking, Judas, one of the

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May 10, 2016 5 Comments

Hope In A Porn Search

I just heard from a gentleman who said he was on the web and found my site and started reading my story.  “I can’t believe

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December 22, 2015 26 Comments